I cried a lot on this day.
It was probably my most emotional Goodbye Utah Day ever.
I've lost count of how many times we have parted ways.
As shitty as it always feels, in hindsight, knowing I love two places so much is nice.
All the sad emotions and holding on to every bit of home seem to fade away once I sit on that plane.
First I make all the airport workers feel uncomfortable with my tears, and inability to say anything.
Then I realize where I am headed, and the happy thoughts of what is to come are back.
My eyes are watering over here just thinking about it.
No holding back though.
♡
