This was part one of going from 100 to zero.
We were finally out of the world of work and school and we were dropped here.
It stuns you at first.
You don't know what to do or what to think.
Learning to relax seemed like a task.
When I look back on the last few months now, it all seems so crazy to me.
You lose yourself completely in the mess that becomes your day to day life.
I was having nightmares of my exams.
I would wake up thinking I had a list of things to do every morning.
My six in the morning starting rhythm was following me around.
It felt like it took days, but I snapped out of it.
I don't remember the last time I felt so at ease with life.
